[ 11の声 Voice of Eleven ]

♥ Thank you ♥

2010-12-01T16:19:00.018+08:00

Q~Q For all the awesome people who wished me birthday and make awesome gifts for me last week. Hnnngggghhh /tentaclehugsyouall

I will showcase all the pretty giftarts I got in alphabetic order, because I forgot when I got this and when I got that /shot

By AZ ♥
QAQ ♥♥♥ I still can't get over how fukin cute this piece is sobs

By Asamaru ♥
DUDE I got epic Asa's art, how lucky am I man FFFF I LOVE THIS, thank you ;A;

By Bairu ♥
QWWQ HNNGGHHH I LOVE THAT COCKY FAIS FFFFSSSSS AND EYEBALLS OF COURSE ♥♥♥

By Dae and Minja ♥
YOU GAIZ MAKE EPIK COLLAB QAQ I LOVE HOW INSANE HE LOOKS AND EYEBALL CAKE DO WANT PLZ;;

By Erdgeist ♥
FFFFF HUMAN 11TOPUS AND CHUBS, HOW CHARMING IS THAT *A* <333 I'm gonna draw them like this someday QwQ

By Kween ♥
QAQ THIS IS EPIK ADORABLE BEYOND WORDS ♥♥♥♥

By Mido ♥
*w* I love how Zuk looks here and the shadings are ♥♥♥

By Minja ♥
EPIKSAUCE 3D 11TOPUS FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF QwQ ♥♥♥

By Minja too ♥
EVANS COSPLAYING AS 11TOPUS IS PRICELESS FFFFFFFFFFFFF ♥♥♥

By Mocha ♥
QAQ <3333333 Like Rynn said, this looks so classy in many ways, you draw so epikly sobs tears of joy QwQ ♥♥♥♥

By Neko-Shippo ♥
MOE ELEVEN LOL I have always wanted her art, and now I gots QAQ ♥♥♥♥

By Niso ♥
NISOOOOO ;;;O;;; THIS IS SO GORGEOUS HAWT I WANT TO BADTOUCH HIM HURRRRR *W* ♥♥♥♥

By Puru ♥
QAQ I literally cried when I got this ♥♥♥ AND FUK THE POSTMAN FOR FOLDING THE ENVELOPE QAQ;;;

By Rynn and Rii ♥
QAQ FFFFFSS Even tho it's lineart for now, but it's just so damn sexy already /TOUCHES ALL OVER
I was gonna upload Rii's WIP too, but I forgot to save it 8D;;;

By Vicki ♥
GUHHH QWQ HARRRRTOUCHES SO CHARMING ♥♥♥♥

By Yuuza ♥
I like the calumet and like I said before, it's a great concept of mixing eastern and western style, this inspire me to put Evans in oriental outfit *W*

AND PRIEST I KNOW YOU ARE MAKING SOMETHING STOP RIGHT THAR!
QAQ You are already gifting me so much, I can't accept anymore ;A; ♥

THANK YOU ALL, you make me feel all fluffy inside, like pink fluffy unicorn dancing on rainbows ;;; ~ ;;; ♥

+ 0036 HAPPYTEARSOVERFLOWINGDOWNMYCHEEKS Part 3

2010-11-24T14:10:00.002+08:00

THIS EPIK 11TOPUS AND CHUBS BY THE AMAZING MINJA /o/ \o\ /o/

QAQ QAQ QAQ THE PURPLE THE FACE THE CHUBS THE EVERYTHING IS BEYOND EPIK
I WANT TO PAW AT IT SO BAD I BET IT'S SOFT IF ONLY I CAN ~~BAD~~TOUCH IT Q________________Q ASFHKHSAGKJAJFSAKALALLASLKA

THANK YOU YOU EVER SO AWESOME MINJA YOU CAN HAS MY LEFT LEG OR MY KIDNEYS IDK ANYTHING YOU LIKES QAQ <33333333333333333333

+ 0035 HAPPYTEARSOVERFLOWINGDOWNMYCHEEKS Part 2

2010-11-24T13:14:00.003+08:00

SUPER CUTENESS x 10000 GAZILLION x INFINITY OF 11TOPUS AND CHUBS BY CHOU SPARKLY SUPER MOE AZ (I forgot the real title orz)

THIS IS FUCKING CUTE IN EVERY WAY IT SRSLY BRING TEARS TO ME EYES AS I AM TYPING THIS SOBS /WIPES AWAY A TEAR
WHAT AM I GOING TO SAY OMG I AM SPEECHLESS /DIES

AZ YOU CAN HAVE A SIDE OF MY BRAIN OR IF YOU NEED A PAIR OF EARS YOU CAN HAVE MINE TOO QAQ <333333333333333333333

+ 0034 HAPPYTEARSOVERFLOWINGDOWNMYCHEEKS

2010-11-22T13:36:00.002+08:00

EPIC ART OF MY ~~SEXIBOI~~ KAVI BY EPIC PURURURURU

I JUST NEED TO MAKE AN ENTRY FOR THIS EPIC GIFTART FOR MY BDAY (SORRY IF YOU MISTAKEN 27TH FOR 21ST OR SOMETHING >M<) AND YES I NEED TO WRITE EVERYTHING IN CAPS LOCK TO EXPRESS MY FEELING WHEN I WAS OVERWHELMED BY THIS EPICNESS THAT I EVEN TEARED UP SO HARD Q A Q (I HAVEN'T CRIED SINCE GOD KNOWS WHEN). I FEEL LIKE I COULD DIE EVERY TIME I LOOK AT THAT SEXINESS AND ASDFGHHJKALASJFDASLKL I CLEARLY COULDN'T EVEN ACT PROPERLY.

THANK YOU PURURURU YOU CAN HAVE HALF OF MY LUNGS IF YOU NEED THEM SRSLY.

+ 0030 IDK.

2010-10-18T17:50:00.002+08:00

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What should I do when the sadness is too much to bear?

Somewhere is definitely not right.

Am I expecting too much?

I think I need some time to reflect on my behaviour.

Most importantly, I must learn not to talk that much.

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+ 0028 Solitude.

2010-10-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

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'You are better off alone'

How often is it that I said this to myself?
I just never learn, don't I?

Talking like a moron during a conversation,
Pulling a bunch of lame attempts at jokes,

Watching from the corner is what I should be doing.

What a fool.

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+ 0026 VoE@Weebly

2010-09-30T14:23:00.001+08:00

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[ VoiceofEleven.Weebly ]

I moved all of my OCs information and also putting some of my artworks there! \o/
I will try to update regularly, thanks for the supports!

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+ 0024 [art dump] 007

2010-09-18T15:25:00.005+08:00

FOFOFOFOFOFOFO Height difference thingy 8U

+ 0023 [art dump] 006

2010-08-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

A quick doodle to release anger. I calmed down a lot after I drew something.

I have a feeling that Evans is going to dominate my blog (coz I plan to use this doodle as my banner-- if I ever decided to get a new layout design) XD /gets chopped

+ 0018 Kau Ilhamku

2010-08-07T20:39:00.004+08:00

Feeling a bit melancholic lately, and feeling like translating a Malay lyrics into English XD (okay just want to test my Malay skills)
Please forgive me, but my English is not very good, correct me if you find mistakes.

The song is Kau Ilhamku by ManBai

Kau Ilhamku (Original Malay lyrics)
Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih ku ucapkan

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori kita di arena ini

Kau ilhamku, kau ilhamku

You Are My Inspiration (Translated (crappily) English lyrics)
Thousands of stars in the sky are fading away
Touching me in the dark
The glowing moon is turning dismal
My inspiration fading away without a direction

Your face appears momentarily in silence
There is glimmer and there is shine
Is that a star or a moon
I said 'Thank you'

May I steal the reflection of your face
May I steal the imagination with you
Forgive me...
If this song interfere your living space
Please smile...
For just the memories of ours in this arena

You are my inspiration, you are my inspiration

+ 0016 Contemplating.

2010-08-02T21:44:00.004+08:00

I don't understand what's going on with me lately. I tried to work on art commisions I owe, but somehow I don't feel like doing it. And then, I tried switching to art trades, but it ended up the same way. However, a lot of crazy ideas popped out when I opened a new blank canvas. I'm so hopeless, I mustn't waste time on doing stuffs for myself. But I couldn't help it.

Seeing I have 20 minutes before bed time, I'm just going to write what I felt currently.

I don't know. I feel, weak. Being surrounded by artists way better than myself, it's quite intimidating, to be honest. And they are all such nice people too, I don't deserved all the kindness. I feel guilty of my existence, sometimes, yeah. I do wonder... sometimes, if I am never here in this world, what kind of world would it be? I may just be one tiny human, I wonder if I actually make impression to this world?

I have always wanted to be someone people will always remember from time to time, someone people will go through troubles to make me feel better. But then, I realised all these are nothing but selfishness of mine. How can a rotten person like myself deserve all this good treats? It's so wrong. I dare not to think further, perhaps I'm just the kind better left alone. Solitary. It's not like I hate it, I actually pretty enjoy being alone. I feel peaceful with nothingness, emptiness.

No matter how much I deny it, the truth is, I am just a simple being. I'm happy when I get to draw what I felt. That is all. I don't have too much of desires, I dare not to. It only leads to bigger disappointment, I told myself. I just wanted to be happy. If I am happy, I feel succesful in my life.

But I wanted to improve on my drawing skills so much it pains me when I couldn't do it quicker. I blame myself for starting so late in the age of 16, it is my deepest regret. I just thought maybe I should be grateful for the this drawing ability given to me. I really should. I can not imagine what my life would be if I don't have these hands. I have to say though, I don't excel in drawings, my coloring is of average level, my concept and ideas are rather generic. People told me I make my drawings nice with textures. I suppose I'm quite good at texturing, but still, it's nothing to be amazed of, really. I feel like, if I have to choose one I'm best at, I would say, concept and ideas. Though, not the most original you see, but I do think I'm good at it. I do wish I can improve on English... well, I couldn't complain about this very much as I only started to learn English seriously at 16.

Bah, what a long ass whining essay I've written. Please excuse me, it's just me being emo. I now felt better after writing all these, I will manage myself somehow, please do not worry about me. I will just have to remind myself that I have a strong heart and everything will be okay.

Thank you for reading, dear lovely readers ♥

+ 0002 Header!

2009-10-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

This afternoon I managed to kill some time playing with template codings and all these stuffs nearly drive me crazy. Seriously. It's too much pain in the ass so I decided to just go with a basic one. Because I failed hard in life, that's why.

And finally, I did a header which took me less than an hour to do. I think it looks nice, heee.

Okay, so I'm all set, ready and go!

よろしくお願いします！

+ 0001 Last but not least.

2009-10-29T09:50:00.001+08:00

You probably might want to ask me why a new blog again, I will tell you why. Because I got sick of my previous one. 1) It's ugly. 2) I abandoned it for a solid 4 months (or even more). 3) It's ugly. 4) My buddies blogs are all so awesome I'm freaking jealous.

There ~~three~~ four reasons for you.

Okay, so enough about that. I'm naming this blog [11の声 Voice of Eleven] because I like the sound of 'eleven' when I pronounce it. It's elegant, high-class and a little bit mysterious? Hah, that's what I thought. Sometimes I even thought of having people calling me Eleven.

Lol.

That's a wrap I guess. Look forward for more updates.